Whatever you call it, it happens when you touch a flame to paper, just enough to let a ghost of ashy, charcoal-y gray/black touch the paper. It’s hard to stop once you get started.
You can fix it with acrylic spray, workable fixative, and then paint over. You can take an eraser and remove it in places, as I did with the teardrop shapes here. You can burn the edges of the paper or even burn wholes in the middle. But watch out! The firebug may take over.
candle smoke, collage, stainless steel acrylic, screen and paper collage on w/c paper
Smoke alarms! The embers dance a crazy dance of not caring.
It is so very thrilling, this dance of life and death.
But only when you are perched on the high wire
Or immediately after when you’ve survived and can see that your feet are still there,
Hands still clutching each other.
You’ve just seen the spirits.
That will haunt you forever.